Sunday, July 22, 2007

Daily Productivity Scaffold

Get up at 7pm

Start-of-workday scaffold (30 minutes)
Being grateful exercise* (under 10 minutes)
Review and update long-term plans (5 minutes)
Review today’s task list, and visualize a successful and enjoyable day (5 minutes)
Meditate and listen to any guidance that comes through (5-10 minutes)
Exercise

End-of-workday scaffold (20 minutes)
Prepare books and notes for the next day (under 5 minutes)
Plan next day (10 minutes)
Breathe deeply to clear mind and release work for the day (under 5 minutes)

*Find a quiet space and think about all the things you are grateful for until you start to cry... then keep going. That sort of crying were you're so full of joy that you can't take anything else in.

Skills

Set your priorities. What you make important gets done:

Dancing - Breaking
Self-defense techniques
Social engineering
Qi Gong
Spiritual Truths and their Application
Photoreading
Mindmapping
Actuarial Skills
English Vocabulary
Chinese

Monday, June 11, 2007

Affirmations

I act from inspiration not desperation.
I am a genius and I apply my wisdom.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Sexual Energy and it's Transmutation

Occult or esoteric physiology is also studied, which refers to the study of the supra-sensible bodies of minerals, plants, animals (rational and irrational), and human beings. It is stated that everyone contains seven bodies, closely related to the Theosophical septenary, which Samael Aun Weor calls: physical, vital, emotional (astral), mental, casual, buddhic and atmic. Samael differentiates an intellectual animal from an authentic human being through the differences in the vehicles of emotion (astral body), mind (mental body) and will (casual body). Intellectual animals (common man and woman) are said to contain the Lunar Astral Body, the Lunar Mental Body, and the Lunar Casual Body, each referred to as many names throughout different schools of occultism. It is stated that these lunar bodies are the result of mechanical evolution through the mineral, plant and animal kingdoms and therefore they are of an infrahuman or animal quality.[36] The only true difference between the rational animal and irrational animals is the intellect, which gives the former the ability to become humans, or as Samael Aun Weor states, the intellectual animal has the "seed" or potential of a human latently existing within its sexual organs.[37]

What are called authentic human beings, although physically appearing identical have crystallized the Solar Bodies: Solar Astral Body, Solar Mental Body, and Solar Casual Body. Lunar bodies are vehicles that receive the energy of creation (i.e. God) at the level of an animal, while the solar bodies permit the reception of a much greater voltage allowing greater levels of wisdom and superior emotion to be incarnated. Samael Aun Weor states that the solar bodies are collectively referred to as "soul" throughout many different religions, and cites that according to Jesus in the New Testament, the common person does not actually possess a soul (Luke 21:12 "In patience you will possess your souls.").[38]

Samael Aun Weor asseverates that the solar bodies are formed in the same manner that physical bodies are formed: through use of the sexual function. In order to form the solar bodies, sexual transmutation via sexual magic is taught.[39] Sexual magic is the arousal of sexual energies through the act of coitus but instead of expelling those energies through orgasm they are transmuted into higher octaves of energy.[40] Each successive Solar Body is the result of the saturation of transmuted sexual energy at its respective octave: firstly the "Christ Astral" is formed through "socking" the energy into a second octave, second the "Christ Mind" is formed by saturating, condensing or crystallizing the sexual energy into a third octave, and the casual body or "Christ Will" is formed through shocking the sexual energy, also called the "Sexual Hydrogen TI-12", into a fourth octave.[41] The "birth" of the solar bodies is what Samael Aun Weor states is the true meaning of being "born again." It is taught that the solar bodies are referred to in the Bible as the three sons of Noah or the three Christians in the (alchemical) furnace of Nebuchadrezzar.[42]

The topic of sexuality is approached from a very stern point of view, and it is indeed the crux of Samael Aun Weor’s entire message. He states that there are three fundamental types of sexuality: suprasexuality, which is the sexual functioning of someone like Buddha or Jesus, who naturally transmutes all their energy perfectly; normal sexuality, which is defined as those who have no sexual conflict; finally infrasexuality, a category which contains homosexuality, adultery, prostitution, masturbation, abortion, bestiality and any other "abuse" of the sexual energy.[43]

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

Creation

EMBODY YOUR VISION

BURN BRIGHT with the power and force of your Vision

Find a way to use everything: every letter, every conversation, every meeting, every chance encounter, every hobby, and fascination and passion and skill and gift to CRYSTALLIZE YOUR VISION

BECOME the TRUTH you want to see in the world model it: glow with it, vibrate, and resonate to it.

Friday, September 15, 2006

Good points on the subject of Magick

*I sometimes point out that in the first few chapters of Initiation into Hermetics that Bardon suggests that the student develop the mental emptiness of mind of a Zen master, the capacity to visualize scenes and comprehend character and action of a Steven Spielberg, the chi or ki of a Tai Chi Chuan or Aikido master, and the psychological understanding of someone with several Ph.D's in psychology. This is asking a lot but I think it fits in with the universality of the system he has laid out.
*Bardon quite clearly emphasizes that the magician train to heighten his abilities as a human being and that he also learn to move among spirits as one of them and as an equal, who is also active within the sphere of history.*Furthermore, there is no human tradition that limits or defines your authority in the Bardon system. Your university is Divine Providence. The one requirement for admission is that you confront the darkness within yourself and that you learn to develop your five senses so you can perceive and be active on the inner planes.
*Each individual has to determine how much time and effort to give to the practice of a spiritual or magical system. If you give too much time to the spiritual, you then fail to develop your own personal interests and discover your place in history and your role in the society where you live. The net result is that you end up becoming like or a part of someone else's ideals and spiritual goals rather than those which express who you are. You serve a purpose or organization but it is not the one you could have discovered and which underlies your reason for incarnating.

And if you give too little to your training and practices, you limit the creativity and influence you could have in the world by being motivated from a higher level and gaining access to insights only possible to those who see the world through divine eyes.

Again, I think our age is a great place for discovering what works best for you as an individual and you as an individual get to make your own decision and delight in pursuing your own path of life.*Good magic involves a coordinated use of akasha, the mental plane, astral plane, and physical plane. There is the insight, intention, vision, and purpose of akasha. There is the supervision, oversight, accounting, and appraisal of methods and means of the mental plane. There is the energy, inspiration, motivation, and emotional involvement of the astral plane. And finally there is the hard work, building, and producing enduring results on the physical plane.

*Early on I point out that for myself the study of magic should only be undertaken if an individual has the highest commitments. This means an individual is focused within akasha from the beginning. I would also suggest that an individual first master his everyday life before developing his senses to perceive in the invisible world.

Everyday life is magic. It is the cauldron where our spirit is tested. If you have problems with work, relationships, emotions, mental clarity, physical health, work on these first. Dealing with these problems is the requisite training required for developing a magical will. And if you develop a magical will and succeed in using it to solve some great problem, akasha will still require you to succeed in everyday life in order to make further progress.

*Spend some time doing what is the opposite of all your talent, attention, and work. Develop the areas in which you are weakest. And then combine these opposites and your creativity will unfold. Magical equilibrium is not cheap. It comes with a great price. It requires you to give your full, undivided attention to the things you are weakest at.

*The Elemental Equilibrium is a dynamic state of active and constant awareness of self. Nothing within the self transpires without full conscious awareness. Each thought is evaluated as it occurs. Each emotion is evaluated as it occurs. And the only change that occurs in reaction to thoughts, emotions or events, occurs with one's full conscious awareness. In other words, the balanced individual is not thrown about willy-nilly by events or intruding thoughts.

This is why it is called "equilibrium". It is the solid foundation. The ground of self upon which the initiate stands and meets life. Just like in Tai Chi, if you stand in balance, then you can shift with external pressures without being toppled over or moved against your will.

The Elemental Equilibrium is not so much a discipline as it is a choice. I choose to remain grounded in myself. In order to remain grounded I have to continuously express my truest nature as clearly as possible. In order to know my own true nature, I must remain continuously aware of self. And this does not limit me since Self is limitless.

*We can substitute meditation, autosuggestion, belief, prayer, introspection, noble deeds, asceticism, wisdom, knowledge, love, silence, and humility in place of IIH.

You can read this and know why some people just seem to advance quickly on the Steps of IIH. They have already been in training for most of their life. They still have to work upon the different steps but it seems to come easily to them. Other studies do bring benefits to all magic which is again, why tolerance should be practiced. No one needs to feel because it works for him or her that not everyone else can get to the same place. It is why the path is termed as individual.

*And all that intelligence, experience, all that sharp and skillful mind and memory gets turned to the dark side. The man’s will is controlled by something no more than an infant’s blind craving to be satisfied, a baby’s scream that echoes with the cry of raptors and monsters long forgotten.

If it were Shakespeare you could say it’s a tragedy. He was a noble individual with a character flaw that determined his fate. He was greedy. But not really. I think a desire within him took over his mind and his reason, a desire he did not know, did not recognize, and did not understand.

A magician cannot afford to be so naïve and innocent when it comes to using his power. The power is divine and it is for a divine purpose. Throw in a little ego, a little desire for self-aggrandizement, a little need for recognition and respect, and self-delusion comes with it. Power is best used when it serves the purposes of love, the greater harmony and beneficence of Divine Providence. All other uses enable power to turn upon and destroy the one who is using it.

Friday, September 01, 2006

Noble Realms - Magick

Bardon Elemental Evocation

The spirits of the earthzone which Bardon describes provide for nearly every conceivable kind of assistance. There are spirits who specialize in protection, magical perception, wisdom, enlightenment, love, power, relationships, peacemaking, business, advertising, technology, science, industry, history, justice, music, art, poetry, healing, alchemy, sex, birth, death, the bardo, reincarnation, religion and ritual, any and all of the four plane, and the spheres of the solar system, etc. It is up to the student to discover and to make connections to these spirits according to his own needs and maturity.

University Subjects

1: Actuarial
306-107 Accounting Reports and Analysis ($872)
316-101 Introductory Macroeconomics ($872)
620-121 Mathematics A (Advanced) ($872)
620-131 Scientific Programming & Simulation ($872)

306-108 Accounting Transactions and Analysis ($872)
316-102 Introductory Microeconomics ($872)
620-123 Applied Mathematics (Advanced) ($872)
300-101 Introduction to Actuarial Studies ($872)

Total:
$6,976

2: Actuarial
333-201 Business Finance ($889)

300-203 Financial Mathematics I ($889)
620-201 Probability ($889)
325-201 Organisational Behaviour ($889)

300-204 Financial Mathematics II ($889)
620-202 Statistics ($889)
316-201 Intermediate Macroeconomics ($889)
333-202 Management of Financial Institutions ($889)
(300-205 Introduction to Actuarial Practice ($889))

Total: $7112

3: Actuarial
(333-309 Derivative Securities)

300-312 Actuarial Modelling I
300-313 Actuarial Modelling II
300-334 Financial Mathematics III
(316-317 Econometrics) (For Finance Major)
(333-309 Derivative Securities)
(732-103 Principles of Business Law)

300-314 Contingencies (25 Points)
300-315 Actuarial Statistics
300-316 Models for Insurance and Finance

4: Finance
333-402 Advanced Investments
333-404 Research Methods in Finance

333-401 Advanced Corporate Finance
333-405 Risk Strategies
333-410 Finance Research Essay

4: Actuarial
300-406 Risk Theory I
300-408 Advanced Financial Mathematics I
300-410 Actuarial Practice and Control I
(333-401 Advanced Corporate Finance)

300-407 Risk Theory II
300-412 Advanced Financial Mathematics II
300-400 Actuarial Studies Research Essay (25 Points)
300-411 Actuarial Practice and Control II

Re-enrolment:
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Saturday, August 19, 2006

Great Quotes

"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting ... "Holy s*** ... what a ride!" - Anonymous

"Wisdom comes with the ability to be still. Just look and just listen. No more is needed. Being still, looking, and listening activates the non-conceptual intelligence within you. Let stillness direct your words and actions." Eckhart Tolle

"You control your response and therein lies your freedom." - Montalk

"The universe is on fire with wonder, beauty, and ecstasy." - From the Undines to Humanity

"I do not look on a human being as a machine, made to be kept in action by a foreign force, to accomplish an unvarying succession of motions, to do a fixed amount of work, and then to fall to pieces at death, but as a being of free spiritual powers; and I place little value on any culture but that which aims to bring out these, and to give them perpetual impulse and expansion." - "William Ellery Channing" :

Post on Death - By Lyra

When we fret about death and get anxious thinking about it it's because on a deep level we recognize or feel that we're "not done yet." And that's usually because we haven't truly lived to our full capacity and done all that we could do in our time so far. We have unfinished business. Things we feel we still needed to do, loose ends that should have been tied up, rifts that should have been mended and resolved, things that should have been said, trips that should have been taken and sites that should have been seen. Accomplishments - possibly incarnational goals - that we envisioned for ourselves when we were younger that we still have yet to do.

It's a good idea if we haven't started doing so already to think in this manner. If I were to die in a year's time, what would I like to have done before I go? Is there a rift out there I would have wanted to mend before going? A trip I would have wanted to take? Some sort of do-good act I would have liked to have done? Problems arise when we mistakenly fall for the modern Western societal programming that we're all going to live to make it to be 105 years old, in a nursing home somewhere. No. We won't all live to be that old. Some of us are going to die within the next year, actually. And it's okay. That's the way it goes. Just make sure you don't have loose ends lingering before you go. smile

Just food for thought....